Clean slate

16 Jan 2012

Dear one,

It came from Cha's best friend.

The idea was to write a journal for you - a journal that would chronicle my life before I married you.

At first, I was hesitant to start such a journal because I thought I needed a clean slate before I can start. I thought that when I write for you it should be just about you and not about some image of a guy who happens to be interesting at the moment.

But I realized I just might never find myself with a clean slate.

By the time, you, as my husband, get to read this, I would have fallen in and out of love at least once and would have broken my heart many times. If I had already fallen in love in the past, what made you more special than the one before, you may ask. Well, you're the first one who loved me enough. In fact, you're the only one who loved me enough. And you'll understand more just how important that is to me.