I could have gotten that guy

But I didn't.

And that guy from two weeks ago. But I didn't.

And that guy last February. But I didn't.

All three were good-looking that it doesn't seem justified for me to be choosy. Yet, I was being choosy. That was because I wanted something else they could not offer - forever. Then again some would say, "Who are you to know he couldn't give that to you eventually?" Well, as I have always believed, you decide on something based on what you know and you can only know so much.

It was the wrong place. At the wrong time. I just think it wasn't worth risking that forever with any of them. To do so would be like selling out our future, dear one.

But I didn't.